On the 18th of February, we celebrate Audre Lorde’s birthday! As she has been an ancestor for 32 years, we come together to honor her rich legacy, remember her ocean of work, and celebrate her being. During this evening we focus specifically on the portals opened by her essay ‘Uses of the Erotic: The Erotic As Power’. In this essay, Lorde encourages us to reclaim ways of knowing that have been and still are being violently suppressed and disappeared to prioritise western knowledge systems. Together we explore how we can reclaim and be in practice of these stigmatised and undervalued ways of knowing and being. Further, we navigate the shame felt around recognising them as useful and powerful. How can we give up on the suppression and distrust of what ‘feels right to us’ and surrender to it as vital for our survival?

About the programme

Western knowledge systems glorify the head (as dismembered from our body) and atomise our relationships—rather than value our wholeness and interconnectedness. Lorde dreams for us to re-member what lives underneath this generational-colonial suppression—ready to come up and be known by us. These once native knowledge systems and relationships are stored in our body, the land, sky, waters, nonhuman kin and cosmos. They can be felt through our Erotic power, divine ancestors, sacred intuition, freedom dreams, dancing, poetry and more. They fiercely belong to us. Lorde introduces the soma (body) as the first site where we might begin to reclaim our whole selves as we become -love- embodied again.

Join us on Lorde’s birthday—with a bookshop provided by thebasebookspace; a ritual of re-connection with Henna & Anima Jhagroe-Ruissen (CTRL+ALT+IDENTITY/ECOLOGY); a panel discussion with Dr. Zuleika Bibi Sheik, Anima Jhagroe-Ruissen & Sheila Chitanie (KABRA); bites provided by Het Rode Keukentje with opportunity to donate to Khartoum Aid Kitchen; poetry by Lelie Danesh; and a guided surrender with Pamela Schaap (MAWU)— as through our surrender the rivers, volcanoes, and stars may begin to recognise us again.

Please note: This event centers BIPOC–women, –femme, –trans, –non-binary & –queer perspectives and experiences. We kindly urge those who do not fall within this demographic to be mindful and respectful of the space they take up.

About the speakers, healers and artists

Anima Jhagroe-Ruissen
Anima Jhagroe-Ruissen identifies as a Social Artivist (combination of art and activism). Through Dance and Henna, she challenges dominant narratives and explores alternative worlds that go beyond resistance. She is guided by the lessons that Henna/Mehndi teaches her, and the rhythms that live in our bodies. She is also the initiator of collectives CTRL+ALT+IDENTITY and CTRL+ALT+ECOLOGY. Both collectives fight for a radical eco-socio just world through decolonial ways of working and art.

“In my artistic praxis, I explore imaginaries of our bodies, material environments, and social realities beyond capitalism and colonialism. We dive into other worlds and cosmologies to experience other ways of knowing and being. At the same time we have no choice but to relate to dominant white aesthetics and other forms of oppression. How can we liberate ourselves through henna and dance and what do our bodies and henna teach us?”

Dr. Zuleika Bibi Sheik
Dr. Zuleika Bibi Sheik is a South African poet and scholar of South Indian indentured descent. She is currently Assistant Professor of Decolonial Approaches, Gender and Black Studies at Utrecht University in the Netherlands. Her particular interest is in ‘decolonising methodologies’, considering the ‘how’ of doing research that is non-extractive, life-affirming and aimed towards social justice and collective liberation. Sheik was awarded her PhD cum laude, for her thesis, Liminagraphy: Lessons in Life-affirming Research Practices for Collective Liberation. Her academic series of essays on Decolonising the Self has featured in the journal Education as Change and Imbiza Journal for African Writing. Her latest poem ‘Senzenina, what have we done?’ is featured on ‘Planting the seeds of Collective Liberation’ (2024) the inaugural issue of OneStateCollective that brings together creatives and activists united for a Free Palestine.

Sheila Chitanie
Sheila Chitanie (she/her) is a cisgender woman, who was born and raised in The Netherlands by an Afro-Surinamese mother and an Indo-Caribbean father. She has been working as a shiatsu therapist since 2018. Shiatsu is a therapeutic form of bodywork from Japan. For her shiatsu studies, she dived into embodiment for racialised and marginalised identities. During her journey of becoming a bodyworker the idea for a BIPOC women’s health center arose. She envisioned a space in which we can work on our liberation from oppressive systems through bodywork, mental health care and spirituality. After learning and evolving the target group was expanded to non-cis and femme people and women of color. In 2021 KABRA was founded. At KABRA you’ll find practitioners who have lived experiences when it comes to exclusion based on (e.g.) their skin colour, gender identity and sexual orientation.

Pamela Schaap
Pamela Schaap is a Ghanaian-Dutch theater maker and holistic healer with a deep passion for personal and collective transformation. As the founder of MAWU, she combines disciplines such as dance, theater, creative writing, mindfulness, yoga, and ancestral rituals to transform personal stories into impactful art. Inspired by her spiritual connection with her ancestors – her purest source of guidance – Pamela brings healing and art together. Her project, Seven Sacred Sundays, an art retreat specifically for women of color, has profoundly transformed lives and demonstrates how art can be a powerful tool for healing.

In addition to group projects, Pamela offers 1-on-1 healing sessions and creates performances that invite audiences to reflect, connect, and embark on a journey of spiritual growth. Guided by the ubuntu principle – “I am, because we are” – she seeks to connect people with themselves and the world around them, grounded in the belief that we are all part of a collective consciousness.

Lelie Danesh
Lelie Danesh is an Iranian-Dutch experimental filmmaker, writer and spoken word artist based in Rotterdam. Her work researches chaos, estrangement and tries to find new boundaries within art. She has performed on multiple platforms, such as Mensen Zeggen Dingen and Poetry International Festival.

This event is developed by
Tamira Dhalganjansing
Stagiair Programmamaker Dekolonisatie
The moderator of this event is
tamira devi
Moderator